ancestral alignment

It's been months since my experience with Annie.

I am now in the second trimester of pregnancy.

I feel as if I have become much more sensitive to the spirit world. I am dreaming very often, only the dreams have become terrifying.

I dream of spirits in all sorts of cold case files scenarios.

In each dream, I want to help, only I don't have the resources to do so.

Spirits become desperate.

I am waking up in the middle of the night from being physically grabbed and pulled.

I am clueless as to what to do about any of it.

I rely on family to help with how to handle it.

Growing up in a christian household, it was expected that they would encourage me to pray and to close the spirit door.

Desperate for the night terrors to stop, I did just that.

Only the dreams would intensify and become more disturbing.

When my son Kruz is born, Spirit decides to give me a 6 month break from dreams.

Eventually the dreams return.

I feel lost and confused.

I search for answers, but cannot find them.

The more I talk to family about it, the more discouraged I feel.

Nobody knows what to say and who could blame them?

It's been almost a year since my conversation with Annie now.

I am beyond anxious and overwhelmed.

I am not myself at this point.

Fed up, my mom books a flight from Texas to me in California.

The day of her arrival, she tells me we are going for a drive to see her uncle.

She mentions he is spiritual and does house clearings.

I haven't seen him since I was 5, so it makes sense that I do not know what he does for a living.

I am hopeful.

We arrive.

My mom leaves my great uncle to talk with me.


Great Uncle: I already have an idea on what you're dealing with. You must not know what I do for a living?

I am a mystic healer, I help people find balance.

You know what my mother did for work?

I answer no.

Great Uncle: She was a reader, she talked to beings on the other side to provide healing to the living. My grandmother was also a reader as well as my grandfather.

My mind is racing, how did I not know any of this?

My family is huge and nobody ever knew of this or mentioned it to me.

How is that possible?

Great Uncle: Don't worry, the spirits will leave you alone now. You're going to be a good healer. You will empower people to align to

their inspiration, healing, and balance.

I can only smile. It's all too much information at one time.

Great Uncle: You will understand one day. Be strong. Protect your energy.


I leave feeling lighter.

He said the dreams will stop and I believe him.

As far as the whole healer part, it really was all too much information for me.

I believe my spirit gained clarity, but my mind went into denial.

I do not know what to do with all of the information I received.

And I don't have the need to ask for more.

On the drive home, my thoughts bombard me with questions.

A family history of mediums, mystics, palm readers, healers? How did I not know?

What does this mean for me exactly? Am I going to offer readings one day? How? When?

So many questions!

I decide to knock it off by making a firm decision to just live my life.

So I did just that, only this time I set the intentions to be open to receive signs or messages from the universe.